It’s All Been Red

Life! Life! Life!…
…I know it has its ups, its downs and everything else this human experience brings about, but may I just scream out loud, loose all self-control; which in itself is an illusion to begin with.

I need answers. I need reasons. I need to know what is real. Can I pull these answers out of thin air, perhaps in the misty mystery night, perhaps a magic 8 ball or crystal ball?

How can I believe what I’m looking at is red when all my senses in reality shows it’s blue? Could it be this is when you hit the looney bin? Is it me? Am I crazy? Am I a stupid fool? All I have known and all I felt is now shown to me to be something no longer recognizable.

I can’t make sense out of anything…it’s all red.