every glance eats away at this heart of mine

it’s hard to love this nothingness that is
words that lost their meaning fly through this emptiness, to land upon broken dreams

tired of crawling through shattered memories of tomorrow’s that feel so sharp against my tears

why do such things haunt me…taunt me so? why can’t I let go of this misery I love so much?

misery…it’s misery or love…love and misery…which will it be today?